Recording and watching yourself back is humbling

For the first time ever I recorded myself kicking the bag. I wanted to see where I needed to improve. Listen, I’ve only trained for 8months, I didn’t expect to look like a pro but I thought that at least my right kick had some jazz. In reality, I got second-hand embarrassment from myself 😭

Why is recording and watching yourself feeling so cringe? Do you guys feel like that too when you watch videos of yourself?