Bad sparring sessions

I started sparring this january and I’ve definitely felt my self getting better but with some partners I can never seem to get better at sparring them they always piece me up and it hurts my pride and ego so bad I feel like a little bitch a lot of the time after sparring sure there are good sessions but I feel the bad outweighs the good ones by alot it ruins my days until the next session because I feel like a bitch is that normal? Like do yall feel that to or is it just me. I’m not doing it as a hobby either I want to get in the ring soon as my coach says I’m ready I am 18 btw so I know I have alot of time so I don’t wanna waste it and fix this problem as soon as possible